I don’t satisfy with my dashboard gaugaes. Still feeling lack of effort. I know myself i’m lagging far behind others. That’s my problem because even if others are given the same tasks, I take much longer than they do. So i easily to give up.
According to my definition, it looks out of balance. I love to play more than doing priotities. Somtimes i put off things and to finish them i slept at midnight so i can say that my health is not that good enough. However, i love myself and trying to think postively. No matter how i get suffering, i always keep in mind, “I can really do this. If others can do, i can do either.” I easily get tired but i do my best in every moments.
I feel really good with that Play and Love are full of areas. I’m confident and gurantee that i’m loved enough person and i’m surely enjoy my time and my life. Health and Work are approaching full. If i try little harder, i can also get both health and work. I’m not in a hurry because i will grow slowly little by little.
I should improve myself to push strictly into work. At least, i must finish my work in deadline. Then i can have free time to get some rest. Also, i have problem with poor digestion because i don’t do exercise thesedays. To become healthy, i should cultivate diligent habits to work-out everyday.
Laziness and less willingness are the obstacles to stand my way in doing other things.
I write simple to-do list. It is easy to perform so that i can accomplish from the small to the major things.
There is a specific problem I would lie to tackle. It is putting off my work. Later on it makes me super exhausted but I know the one effective solution. I have to hold on untill it’s done so i can finish quickly without delay. If i take a break once, it goes straight. I have no choice to use this extreme method.
Movie time – It’s hard to share daily life together with my mom because I mostly spend time at school. Though, we have dinner and watching k-drama every day and share sadness and joyful feelings. We become closer and share stories naturally. This time is the most meaningful day for me. ※Through dramas and movies, I feel surrogate satisfaction and indirect experiences that I have never experienced. For example, if my dream is to become a soldier, I will be able to experience the life of the profession through drama and to motivate myself to expect a dream that encourages me. Also, I feel comfort and stabilize after watching drama.
Diary writing – Formal diary is a cliché so I enjoy the popular diary decorating in Korea these days. It is decorated with a variety of materials such as stickers, colorful confetti and colored pencils. I feel like going back to childhood, and still I like decorating so I always have fun with that. ※When I see my diary filling up every day, I feel proud and happy. I look back at the day, I feel fulfilled as I reflect and develop myself. So I try to keep a diary every day. Somehow, the diary of the day seems to lead me in a better direction. As I keep my day in my diary, I am proud of the fact that I have done a lot of things today, gives me a positive energy. When I reminiscing the past, I get hope and expectation for the future like “I have lived such a happy life and there will be plenty of good days to come.”
Singing and Dancing– I learn to dance and sing by watching videos on my own and I’m practicing to do the same as singers. ※I sing and dance to release my stress. Just dancing, shouting and singing. It’s refreshing like a hollow and makes me more active and more confident. It also has exercise effects so I can concentrate on other things better.
Watching video of N.flying – I usually watching N.flying’s concert videos and vlogs and I always post likes and comments to support them as a big fan. ※Everyone is comforted and sympathized by listening to the songs of their favorite singers. Likewise, when I watch N.flying YouTube videos, I forget about the day which is hard for a while, and I feel energized and get encouraged by them. And I can’t host my heart, which brings great joy to my life.
Doing yoga– I’m tall so my pelvis is twisted, and my mom holds me like a yoga teacher. My mom has learned yoga, so she teaches me a lot, and I continue practicing to straighten my body together with her. ※Yoga is a good stretch of peace of mind and I get relaxation while I’m doing yoga. I don’t like very active sports because I sweat a lot, but yoga is very similar to my calm and quiet personality, which makes me feel healed and gentle. And I also feel healthy about my body and mind so I usually enjoy it often.
Cleaning and arranging – I love to clean. I usually brush off dusty blankets and pillows, sweep the floor and wipe my desk. ※The joy of cleaning, the pride and satisfaction that I did myself, the clean room, and a positive mind that seems to work well for some reason. Clean up the messy room and throw away all the bad things to start the day with a fresh mind, will be a meaningful day.
Cooking – Weekends have a lot of time and keep thinking what I want to eat. I cook snacks such as cakes, fruit drinks, bubble tea, pasta, and tteokbokki. ※If you really enjoy cooking, you won’t feel bored with cooking at all. I do not think that I would have suffered at all when cooking for someone I loved more than for me. When they say my food is delicious, I become more energetic and very happy.
Sleeping – I relieve the fatigue that I had accumulated on weekdays. I sleep for a long time, it makes my body lighter, like a fully cured patient. ※Sleep rests our troubled bodies. If I sleep enough, although I spend a hard day, I feel full of energy. So before I go to bed, I put off the complicated thoughts and put my body in bed to feel cozy so that I can liven up that morning.
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